A Life Divided

A life divided is what got me into trouble. I thought I could live in the space in between choosing right or wrong. I learned the hard way when we refuse to make a decision we are making a decision. The predicament I found myself in was of my own creation. I knew I was intentionally defying God. I did not know how far on the other side of that division I had gone. When I did, I laughed to myself and figured I might as well keep going. I wanted to know exactly how far was too far. I found out the hard way in 2018 after my life hung in the balance. Jesus gave me a second chance. I still chose to walk away even after a brief visit to hell. It had been another ten years before I finally gave in and allowed love to heal my wounded heart and mind.