Christmas with Saint

I never expected to have feelings for my little brother's best friend. I'd never even thought about him like that. He was always hanging around, playing his guitar, trying to get famous online.

But all that was BEFORE.

AFTER, everything changed. Saint was the only person I allowed in my life. The one person who made it even remotely tolerable. Then, he got his wish. Someone finally noticed his talent and he left to chase the fame he'd always craved.

Christmas had always been my favorite time of year. BEORE.
AFTER, I hated it.

Can Saint make me love it again?