Deliverance

One word.Fear.Fear I wont make it home.Fear Ill never make it back state side.And fear Ill never feel again the way Jolene Stewart makes me crave her next touch like Im a fein needing mynext fix.Shes my kryptonite.My vice.The one thing that makes me secretly wish for tomorrows and forever afters when all Ive ever done is serve.Give without even a thought for my fellow man and country.But now, all I want is to stay with her and her daughter in this new world and home weve somehow created together.But when her past comes calling and my next tour has me leaving the two girls I love more than anything with the fear I wont return, will she wait for me?Or will giving my heart away be worse than the fate that awaits me overseas?