my soul waits

My heart was broken. I'd never felt this kind of grief before. I felt so lost and alone. I was overcome by fear; fear that nobody would understand my pain, fear that nobody would let me grieve this baby the way I needed to.

I'd give anything to hold him in my arms, to tell him how much I love him, to feel his skin against mine. How could I move forward, knowing my life would never be the same again?

This book is for those of us who would give anything to hold our babies just once or one more time. It's for anyone who has had to leave the hospital without their precious babe in their arms. It's for those who think about their babies every single day, and who will always wonder what could have been.

One in four women experience miscarriage, yet it can be such an isolating and lonely experience. Follow Michelle's journey of hope and faith as she struggles with the loss of her baby and overcomes her fears to try again. A story of courage, love and comfort for any parent struggling with the loss of their child.

“A story that is so raw, yet full of love and pure honesty. Michelle’s walk through the valley to her promise shows us that love never fails.” - Natalie Letham 

“The devastation of miscarriage is so rarely spoken about, that when it happens to you, you feel so incredibly isolated. My soul waits is a beautifully written message to mothers, that our hearts break all the same when it comes to our babies.” - Jenny Petith

"Michelle is raw and real in sharing her journey through miscarriage in My Soul Waits. Her heart is to enlighten, encourage and comfort other mums-in-waiting and those that wait with them ..."  - Tracey Smith

“For those in depths of despair, My soul waits offers love, support and a whole lot of hope, that with great faith, their broken hearts will feel joy and happiness once more. Michelle’s raw honesty in the face of heartache is the hope we all want to experience when we walk through the darkness. Her story is one of strength and courage and unwavering belief.” - Iliana Stillitano

“Michelle Ng invites the reader into her personal navigation of loss and trauma as she sets her compass North and finds healing and hope through faith. By telling her story, Michelle offers arms of comfort as well as spiritual tools to help the reader walk through the darkest of days and come out the other side.” - Philomena Kezelos