Straddling the Pillow

Sometimes in life being an adult means you have to be responsible for the decisions you make, and for the actions you take. This vastly different assemblage of girlfriends constantly deals with situations that test their strengths, their weaknesses, as well as their friendship. They are close in spirit and committed to one another's causes. All parties live hard, love hard, and learn hard. One of these souls is deeply troubled with a decision that could alter her world forever. See if you can decipher who the troubled soul is by reading her diary.
Remember: Pictures paint a clear vision, but words can be deceiving!
Dear Diary,
Keeping a diary was something I had never endeavored before. I always thought it was for silly scatterbrained girls who really didn't have a life at all, and made up most of the events in the book for show and tell to impress their friends. But when I turned this particular year older, I felt I needed to document every lip smacking detail for reminiscence sake. Some people don't realize the importance of creating moments to remember for a lifetime, but I on the other hand believe in it, and seize every opportunity presented to me. Without memories, what do you have to look back at, and what do you have to look forward to at the next level of memories created. Unfortunately though, because these are my deepest darkest memories and desires, I chose not to share them with anyone. So, I turn to you to share my secrets. I turn to you to keep my secrets safe, because this year will be a year to remember.
Signed,
Anticipating