Colours of my Rainbow: My struggles through the Rain

Is there true love? Can we find love that will last? Will people always disappoint us? These are the questions I would like to address in my story of my search for companionship, love, and forever. The exciting and surprising experience that I ask everyone to share to ultimately answer these questions.This is the story of me - Jewls that has to fight her way through different situations, people and relationships to try to figure out if true love really exists. My journey through one bad situation to a worst, not giving up on the idea that it is out there. Working through curiosity of dating the same sex, dealing with deception, betrayal and lies.Ranging from meeting Melanie who was a verified lesbian but just had issues with other people pointing it out. Moving forward to a kind soul that just could not be a support system in time ofneed that I needed. Love does not always overcome all as you battle with depression and stress.Giving an old Flame another chance just to feel the height of an unspeakable betrayal and fear for her own life. Feeling lost and alone and just wanting to give up on hope.Finding the love of my life Ilana, which swept me off my feet and initiated a fire within me that I never knew could exist, to have it all crumble beneath my feet landing me in the lowest place I had ever been. Ilana losing herself with the loss of her mother and finally giving in the need to become a man, as she always felt like he was in the wrong body. Trying to conform to what people would accept, he went through a massive depression and suicidal thoughts to finally give in and admit he needs to me - Brandon.With this emotional rollercoaster Jewls life gets turned upside down as Brandon, emotionless to be able to cope with the loss and change, finding attention from another woman, leaving Jewls with a void that she never knew.Wanting to move on, Jewls slips into a rebound relationship with an older woman with alcohol abuse problems, which is very abusive in many ways. Trying to get away from this, fed up with untrustworthy people, Jewls retries to connect with further characters which in themselves prove to be devastating or sad. A knight in shining armour to come to the rescue the day Jewls gets kicked out and is stranded homeless on the street, as the bond has never been broken between Jewls and Brandon.Being a massive support, encouraging Jewls to take time to work out what she truly wants in life they become closer than ever until one day they have to admit, there are many people that might be suitable partners for them out in the world, but there is only one Jewls and Brandon!