I Secretly Wanted to Die

A Different Conversation about Cancer...

Are you willing to find the peace and the trust that you desire, to make the choices that work for you, even if they only work for you?

Saskia Mevis was diagnosed with cancer and told she would die without conventional treatment. She chose to go against what everyone was telling her she should do and instead listened to her own knowing and her Body. In doing so, she found a strength and a joy greater than she ever thought possible.

This book is about finding the will to Live and the allowance to Die...

It is about stopping the fight and embracing the Magic of Possibilities...

It is about the Magic of Being that has been refused, rejected, dismissed, and extremely underestimated.

This might shake up your world a little bit. Just ask, "Is this the change I've been asking for?" 

We learn in this world that we must protect ourselves from dying yet all we have to do is choose to live!